2021.10.17 05:42 GummyKibble I always feel like / somebody’s watchin’ me
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2021.10.17 05:42 LoseYourself01 Feeling like a loser
I'm writing this on a Saturday night in my college dorm room. I don't know where to post this but I really need to get this off my chest. I'm a junior transfer student, and I've been here since sophomore year which was unfortunately completely virtual. I have no friends here at all, and I'm 3 hours away from my family. I only have 2 (very close) friends that I am grateful for from back home and much like me we never go out. We would always talk on discord being that we saw each other in high school everyday. As a junior in college now I really want to go out and meet people. I find myself always making small talk, but I always end up alone. I really try to make conversation and I'm never invited to anything. My parents ask me how things are going and if I've made friends and it really hurts to tell them I didn't really make any friends yet. It hurts to see people laughing together, to see people having conversations while I'm eating alone, to see two people holding hands in front of me while I'm walking. I just want someone to talk to as pathetic as that sounds, nevermind having someone to love.
I try to keep positive everyday and be the best version of myself but it's really hard. I make sure I do well in my classes, and I workout six days a week. I'm 6 foot 6 and decent looking, and can't remember a time where I had a real conversation with a woman. I get spurts of motivation that push me to get up early every morning and hit the gym, or go for a run at night. Sometimes when I'm walking on campus a cute girl smiles at me and just that could make my day, just being noticed. The answer seems simple, find people to hang out with on campus, but it's so hard for me. I can never get past small talk and make many acquaintances and no friends.
I have confidence in myself and I know I deserve to have people to count on and someone to love me. I want to be counted on too. I'm the guy that holds the door open for you, and who you forget about after that. The thought of graduating college without ever being invited to a party, having made good memories with friends, and still being a virgin just chips away at my confidence and I'm reminded of this whenever I see people having fun together. It just makes me feel like a loser. People in my family always say college is the best years of your life and you'll make so many lasting memories and it's really depressing given my situation.
I could write so much more but I'm forcing myself to end it here. Thank you to everyone who actually read this far.
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2021.10.17 05:42 TheExtrident Where do spirits go when they die?
2021.10.17 05:42 SxD_anxiety My cat went in between my sims legs, just like real life cats. So cute :')
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2021.10.17 05:42 Sad_Ad_1995 A thought on why Demi can be difficult
I had a bit of an epiphany this morning. I was thinking about the people I hold dear, the one's I'm emotionally invested in. Keeping those connections with only a few people takes a lot of psychic and emotional energy. Given that being demi has a focus on connections, feelings and emotions this isn't surprising. Maybe that's why we feel a sense of isolation sometimes, of being left out... our emotional attention has it's limits. Far more so than someone who can compartmentalise the physical and emotional.
Compare that to those at the more allosexual end of the the spectrum. Physical attraction doesn't take near as much emotional energy (only physical😂) There is little emotional (connection) energy required when you aren't going to see someone again after a hookup (God I hate that word, it sounds so empty, hollow and shallow! So devoid of meaning).
I really think I see the world, in an emotional and feelings sense, quite differently than my more sexually mainstream friends. They juggle the emotional and physical and I primarily see the world in terms of the connection with others. It's a bit of a divide which I don't think I'll ever cross. I can empathise but not experience. Don't get me wrong, I really like having a sexual relationship if a close connection with someone goes in that direction, but the connection is the primary satisfier. Nothing exists without that. As the song says "Nothing Else Matters".
Let me know what you think.
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2021.10.17 05:42 RinMichaelis Jreg was on JJ's channel
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2021.10.17 05:42 n-dimensional_argyle Gely Korzhev Painting "Capital M"
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2021.10.17 05:42 trieu1912 Benchmark some statusline
2021.10.17 05:42 Vast-Ad872 IWFTR
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2021.10.17 05:42 CubicBacon Thought this Google Trend caused by the recent Squid Game epidemic was funny
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2021.10.17 05:42 PancakeKnutson APEX Uncovered Experimental Files #001. "LW001"
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2021.10.17 05:42 BreAKersc2 I'm thinking of using a dual-gaming-laptop set up to stream. What are some problems I may not be considering?
It is highly possible that I may need to be more mobile than most other consistent streamers in the for-seeable future. So, with that in mind, I already own one laptop, but that is mainly because my last desktop crapped out on me when I moved to a new apartment.
I bought a GE66 Raider from MSI, and before purchasing it these are a few problems I didn't consider I would have, since I purchased it mainly because I needed a new computer that could do both work and play: 1. Lack of USB ports (I think I have 3 total). 2. No Display Port support for additional monitors. Only HDMI support, and possibly thunderbolt, for additional monitors. 3. The above issue may make it more difficult to achieve 144 FPS output on a monitor and stream at the same time without screen tearing / artifacting. So I might be stuck streaming and gaming at 60 FPS. 4. no 3.5mm microphone input. Even the most basic desktop motherboards without considerably high spec audio configs have both a 3.5mm input jack and an output jack. This has been standard since the mid 2000s, I would think, but it's something I didn't think would be an issue for a 2000 USD laptop.
With those bullet points out of the way, I think this laptop would be a pretty solid streaming pc if it was doing the encoding, but with bullet point number 4 there, it would be very difficult to make work with a mixer.
If anyone has any advice to offer, especially first hand, it would be highly appreciated!
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2021.10.17 05:42 jacob62497 How am I supposed to compete with her?
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2021.10.17 05:42 Efficient-Hunter2126 Help me pls!!
2021.10.17 05:42 Iced-TeaManiac Wait was today's one a reference or something?
2021.10.17 05:42 Dillbot-14 I’ve done this damn quest 40 times and got six minutes on my last one so explain to me how the hell I haven’t gotten ultimate charge yet
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2021.10.17 05:42 taxes1845 Can I Come Over?
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2021.10.17 05:42 MTyson22 Little throwback from after the 8.01 battle.... We Have Come So Far. HODL.
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2021.10.17 05:42 shale_eater aaaaaaashhghhh
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2021.10.17 05:42 Jake_griggs What’s a good motherboard for $150 and under
2021.10.17 05:42 DogeIsCut
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2021.10.17 05:42 groveofcherries Me when Harry starts double-timin’
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2021.10.17 05:42 BohdanTA Anyone got the GameSleuth's videos on Yan Dev/Sim?
2021.10.17 05:42 shart2start Commercial steals Patrices Oneal Joke
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2021.10.17 05:42 AshasDream Thanks Folks
Thanks for being here and sharing everything you do in this Reddit community. It really helps me remember I am having a human experience. 🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
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